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moonish brute

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1.
yr the prince of the party today we light candles for u u sit back and make a wish we make ur wishes come true we made a cake and checked off the date and invited ur friends we all got wasted so many balloons in every color they all surround u there is no other yr the prince of the party today we hang streamers for u it's not ur birthday but what can i say we lay our lives down for u we gathered round and made u a crown and picked all the flowers out of the ground we built a pile of all ur presents prince of the party are u happy yet?
2.
cutter pt. 1 02:04
i cut love out of my life so i could pass the pieces around i found the sharpest side of a double edged knife and pressed down til i cut into the ground and i watched the blood dry brown and i watched the wound fester and swell and i watched u crawling out of ur personal hell are u happy yr here sometimes it's hard to tell i hope i know what's good for myself
3.
divergence 02:08
sweetness, i was dreaming of this candle cradled in the darkness elegance, how i've longed for this chasing after u leaves me breathless and alone stillness, it got quiet when u left an unsettling silence in my head something in u made me forget about all the blood that brought me to this bed now i lie in it now i'm a god and yr a ghost and we have twin hearts made of stone but i'm an arrow, u hold the bow and i've got a long road u already know and u chose ur own
4.
are u a traitor or a friend? hard to be sure til the end u can always find a dark cloud in the stormy hearts of men are u a traitor or a friend? when the dam breaks when the flood sweeps u away will u be brave? are u a traitor or a friend? hard to be sure til the end when we're looking down on hell while gripping the edge of god's hand are u a traitor or a friend? when ur heart breaks when the blood sweeps us away will we be brave?
5.
cutter pt. 2 01:48
u followed the suddenly emerging line from one edge of the page to the opposite but identical side u've been looking for a sign ever since the first time that u saw that perfect color from the corner of ur eye u keep drawing the same shape but give it different names u keep crossing it out it won't seem to erase u try different colors so it won't look like the others might as well throw it all out cus ur hand won't change if the shape don't fit better get over it it's just an abstract of a step back and if the line's not straight u better make it so u bend it til u break it cut out all the details so all that remains is the contour between what was mine and what was yrs but what was mine and what was yrs? so when the paint spills and the ink bleeds and u can't save what was beneath and the page tears under ur hand tell me what was the point of all those plans?
6.
castle 02:29
a box that was given away but it's still in ur hands it was given to u when u were learning to stand but the castle always calls u drags u over the wet land thinking they've been wringing the rag for all the rag is worth thinking they've been ripping u off and saying they got there first a bug that'll gnaw u thru the night is following u home a bug that'll gnaw u thru the night it won't leave u alone but the castle always calls u drags u over the red land
7.
kelvingrove 01:22
woke up from a dream to find that my limbs had all fallen asleep and what could it mean? i slapped them one by one until they felt again laid there awake with my ache in a familiar place thinking of that unlit park where everyone just walked around in the dark woke up from a dream to find that the world was not what it seemed and what could it mean? i shut my eyes and waited for light
8.
caterpillar 02:45
caterpillar in a box hanging from a leaf put it in a drawer and close the drawer for me i don't want my love where anyone can see least of all the ppl who say that they love me cut in my eye i can still feel it sting everywhere i look is a little blurry
9.
itchi boi 05:15
itchi boi u've got it good ur so pretty and full of blood when u get sad i'll eat it up when it gets bad i'll feed u love itchi boi are u still there i know u've been feeling scared in the dark i touch ur arm in the light i don't feel warm close my eyes cus it's different there shut the blinds cus the light isn't fair itchi boi i don't feel good all my wounds are oozing mud got a rash that i can't scratch it is burning thru my back pick this thread til it's undone pick my lip til it's ripped up pick my skin until i'm bone pick my brain until it's gone blood and hair and nails and skin ur whole body pulls me in teeth and toes in endless rows around a heart that seldom shows
10.
basket 01:58
are the eggs in the basket still whole or did they crack? the yolks lookin runny but i'll try to get it back looks like the milk spilled all over the whole fridge and it's smellin funny but i'm not sure how to clean it and i'm tryin to pick up the pieces but i just cannot find all the pieces and u can't help me pick up the pieces i'm forgetting what they look like as i sing this
11.
water sign 02:18
did i catch ur reflection in the stagnant pool i'm standing in? i can feel the water rising now i never did learn how to swim can't tell where my body ends and the memories of then begin yr somewhere near the surface and i am swiftly sinking close my eyes as the water climbs i think i'll stay here awhile
12.
we wake from dream to dream to dream each one more real than the last scene i watch u wade into the stream i watch it sweep u off ur feet we walk from room to room to room with the lights off in search of u i hear u whisper thru the wall i open the door but yr gone and all the flashlights in massachusetts could never find u or even ur footprints
13.
head is sticky lovesick sleepy circling round the same ancient mystery which hole do i reach down to find some honey? which card should i play to make u love me? fruit grows on its vine it just takes time how many days til i can take a bite? but it belongs to the earth it was never mine i belong to the earth i was never mine moon croon and a rain slick balloon it can't deflate too soon moon croon and a selfish balloon for now stuck to the side of the room the atoms will relinquish me eventually relinquish me and set me free the atoms will relinquish me eventually release my body from this electricity

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all proceeds will go to families for justice as healing.

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released July 24, 2020

louis roe – guitar, vocals
nick demers – guitar, piano, aux percussion
jack mohrbacher – drums, vocals, aux percussion
tim regan – special guest on bass!

mixing by nick demers
mastering by mica travis

special thanks to dew and john for letting us record in their unforgettably magical space; to shed cellar, our original home; to the friends at sound museum, who welcomed us when it was time to leave our original home; to trixie's palace, our home away from home; to eliot, who inspired countless adventures without which this album would never have existed; to the anime berserk, also without which this album would never have existed; to my brother james and the bummer city crew for always being the most loving and encouraging of my communities; to every friend who booked us and showed up at our gigs during that distant time when gigs were still a thing; to the critters who donated their critter calls to the end of cutter pt. 1; to fenn, for making digital distribution possible; to mica, for mastering obviously but also for loving me through my least lovable times; and above all,

to jack and nick. your friendship throughout this project and outside it has been unlike any other. this album is for you, and i will always remember the making of it with the utmost tenderness.

xoxo
louis

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